4 goodness sake.

It's OCTOBER.

weekly schedule:
this week- soc exam
next week- different soc exam
then- different different soc exam
November- break with only minor presentation in class i don't go to that often...
2nd week of Nov- Quiz, Project, soc exam
Research paper #1 due
Thanksgiving (at the moment- plan to feed 20... but who knows)
Dec week 1- Research paper #2 due, soc paper #3
Quiz/Soc Final
2 Soc Finals
sleep/Christmas...

2009.

I think recently I'm realizing that I'm a little stressed. I don't really know why......
It's likely the above schedule, added to the fact that 2009 is supposed to be grad year, added to the fact that the g-rents are expecting excellence, and the family expects I'll go on and DO something with the rest of my life.

i think it's the having to do something when i'm done with all this that freaks me out the most. SOO much work for a piece of paper that says I'm qualified to find a job. and I really would like to continue on to grad school, but the preparation to apply to get in is almost a semester's work in itself it seems like...

that was a really convulted sentence.

Point of all this: I'm stressed. and busy. yet still find time to watch tv. and not enough time to study the Bible. (you know it actually crossed my mind that LIFE group was becoming more of a hassle than necessary....)

Solution: make a decision. I'm definite that giving up on ministry teams or LIFE group or prayer is not part of that decision. But I know there is something in my life that's going to have to fall away. Maybe it's my job, maybe it'll be pride... maybe I'll invest heavily in energy drinks.

I'll find out... eventually. That's the beauty of God's plan.